tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15788506378403231372024-02-20T14:33:15.507-08:00~ieqa~*.....bicara hatiku.....*~missinglollipop~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03359248590524125854noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1578850637840323137.post-382876594703079042011-05-08T10:32:00.000-07:002011-05-08T10:32:55.650-07:00~big war of my life~<div style="text-align: center;">Langit x selalunya cerah..mlm ni langit nmpk suram tnp cahaya bintang..langit seakan2 memahami apa yg sdg kualami skrg..feeling so empty after a big war in my life...ku tangisi segalanya didalam hati...luka yg xkan sembuh, memori yg x dpt dipadam...kata2 yg trlalu perit utk diingat...1st time in my life aku digelar begitu...seumur hidupku x prnhku bayangkan ia akn trjadi...menyedarkanku dimana tahapku...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div><div style="text-align: center;">Akanku pendamkan ia....jauh di lubuk ati....smpai aku sndri pun xkan dpt selami lg....biarkan ia trkubur disitu...dan smpai masanya nnt diharapkan ia hilang begitu saja...dissappear like bubbles...mungkin sudah suratan takdir...aku prcaya setiap bnd yg trjadi ada hikmahnya...hikmah yg xdpt dilihat skrg...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hatiku...tabahkanlah jiwaku...agar aku mampu menempuh segala dugaanMu...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Aku hny insan yg kerdil...byk buat kesilapan tanpa aku sedari...nobody is perfect...aper yg aku blaja ari ni, jgn tegakkan benang yg dh bsh dlm situasi mcm ni...no respond is a gud answer...mgkn lain org lain cara...mgkn caraku x disenangi orang lain...akanku cuba ubah sikapku....agar insan disekelilingku menyenangi kehadiranku...i want them to be proud of me...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">Dah lme rsenye x balik kmpg...saat2 mcm ni kuharap dpt balik ke kampung....supaya atiku tenang disamping family dan sedara2ku...jauh dr mslh yg membelenggu jiwa...yg membuatkan atiku gundah gulana...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Akanku sibukkan diri dgn pelbagai aktiviti...agar dptku lupakan apa yg terjadi...dengarlah wahai hati...tabahlah engkau menghadapi semua ini...</div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Maaf andai kata mengguris hati...maaf andai bahasa tak disenangi...</div>~missinglollipop~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03359248590524125854noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1578850637840323137.post-17794690460900496762010-12-05T07:42:00.000-08:002010-12-05T07:44:00.558-08:00~ukur baju dibadan sendiri!~<div style="text-align: center;">aderla aku x puas ati ngan sorg mamat nie...bg aku, die agak kejam n xde rse simpati lgsg...ikut suke ati die jew...</div><div style="text-align: center;">wlupun mamat nie xde kene mngene ngan aku, tp die dh wat ati some1 yg rpt ngan aku terluka sgt2..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">katanya bila couple, slalu brthn pown 3 bln jew...aku cukup x ske laki yg de fkrn cmni...nk ttpkan brape lme hbgn 2..klu dh mind set mcm 2, couple ngan sape pun sme je, bile 3 bln je putus...aku dh prnh rse couple ngan org yg de mind set cmni, so aku taw gak r pe yg kwn aku rse..lebih kurg je prangai laki ni ngan ex aku dlu...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">lps dh brcintan-cintun, berkasih-sayang, tup3 at 1 moment trus ckp x syg kwn aku..b4 2, at dat nite jgk duk asyik ckp sygla aperla...tetibe kate x syg lgsg....xde prasaan dh kat kwn aku 2..ape kes??</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">pas2 post statement2 yg agak kurang ajar...mcm die bagus sgt! nk ckp 2 pndg2...xyahla nk announce 1 dunia yg ko dh putus, rse epy n much more better without her...ko 2 xtau nk hargai org..pe yg de dpn mata ko sia2kan..die cket pny syg kat ko...ape2 pun nk backup ko...tp ko nk jatuhkan maruah die lak...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">then, mamat nie list plak ciri2 wanita idaman die...geli ati aku bce...die igt die 2 sape..nk yg perfect sgt..trlampau demand..ape?xkan jmp laki mcm ko kat dunia ni??hello! tgk cermin dulula beb..bkn nk kate la, tp kalo ko 2 ensem aku leh gak trima yg ko nk pmpn cam2...huh! bajet bgus sgt! klu ikut ati, nk je aku sound ko...tp aku x wat sbb aku fkrkan kwn aku 2, die xnk bsar2kn cite n gduh..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku pown bkn perfect...juz manusia biase yg byk wat silap..tp xdela smpai nk merendah2kan org len...klu dh btul x ske, ko diam jelah...cukupla skdr nk ptus...xpyh nk canang kat org len smpai mcm 2 skali...statement2 mcm 2 smua x perlu kot..fkrla prasaan org len jgk..ko xleh dpt smua yg ko nak..jgn tamak sgt..hargai ape yg ko ader...aku hrp sgt ko brubh 1 ari nnt...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><blockquote style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">JANGAN MAINKAN PERASAAN ORANG KALAU TAK NAK PERASAAN SENDIRI DIMAINKAN!</span></span></b></blockquote>~missinglollipop~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03359248590524125854noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1578850637840323137.post-8534709584288316622010-11-19T09:45:00.000-08:002010-11-19T09:45:25.732-08:00~mEaNiNgFuLL 2 mE~<div style="text-align: center;">wahh...best btul cuti kali nie...dh lme x cuti lme...brbaloi2 rsenye...asyik kua jew ngan sdare mare...byk aktiviti...karok...g ban pecah...wat keje sme2...mkn sme2...n yg plng byk mstlah bergambar! haha...sume giler camera...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">thanx 2 all coz byk kua duit n blanje especially to <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">muzfirah marha</span></b></span>...best dpt cezen2 yg x kedekut ney...thumbs up! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">awl bln dpn nk g holiday sesame rmai2...bestnyew! boleyh bersuka ria...can't wait 2 go there...hopefully pe yg dirancang brjalan lancar...aminn...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">mstla nnt pnt berposing je kan...haha</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">ari nie pling lama karok...smpai 3 jam...tp yg x best 2 sound system die x best...huhu...nyanyi pun dgr x sdp je...(padahal mmg suara aku x sdp pown...hahaha)...pas2 pi mkn char kuey tiaw yg mmg dh lme sgt aku x mkn...sdpnyew...rse mcm x cukup jew mkn sepinggan...wakaka..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>~missinglollipop~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03359248590524125854noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1578850637840323137.post-89476814076394026072010-11-08T14:05:00.000-08:002010-11-08T14:05:39.366-08:00~secoret kata, secebis bicara~<div style="text-align: center;">sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit ( xkan nk gigit jari plak kan...^_^)...inikan pulak aku nk gigit org...eh, pe yg aku merepek nie..haha...abaikan...nk amek mood..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">terlajak perahu blh diundur...tp klu terlajak kata sah2 la x leh undur balik...gune gear reverse pown da xleh..huhu...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">something came up...so much pain...but i have 2 endure it...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">life is cycle...sometimes u r at the top, sometimes at the bottom...but it still keep running...life must go on no matter wut happen...4get d past, grab wut u hav n lead to a great future..ckp sngla kan...tp nk wat ssh...bkn sng nk sng n bkn ssh nk ssh...klu nk sng, kenela ssh2 dlu...kan3?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">idup sntiase ader dugaan...Allah x bg kite dugaan 2 klu kite xmampu tanggung...so, d morale of d story, ape pown dugaan yg kite hadapi, jgn cpt mngalah...stiap bnd yg jdik de hikmahnye...stiap bnd yg jdik jgk de jln pnyelesaian..cume mgkin kite x nmpk je smua 2...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">nie pngajaran buat diriku dan jgk sesape je....</div><div style="text-align: center;">renungkanlah wahai diri....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: magenta; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;">~To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream...not only plan, but also believe~</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>~missinglollipop~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03359248590524125854noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1578850637840323137.post-20706688886356974922010-11-06T17:32:00.000-07:002010-11-06T17:32:58.725-07:00~luahan atiku~<div style="text-align: center;">Jam dh menunjukkan pkul 8.11 pg...tp aku still x tdo2...</div><div style="text-align: center;">adoi, ssh btul nk tdo mlm...haish! bile la nk jdik normal blik nie...</div><div style="text-align: center;">pdn muke aku! tdo x ikut wktu sgt...hamek kau!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">erm...pg2 lg dh rse bosan...dgr org 2 ckp...hadoih! sakit tlinge...</div><div style="text-align: center;">then, should i say <span style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span style="color: lime;">'whatever'</span></b></span>??</div><div style="text-align: center;">bru puas ati aku...huhu...tp aku x sekejam 2...blh lg nk jge ati org len...sbar2...</div><div style="text-align: center;">drpd aku lps grm kat org 2, lebey baik aku luahkan ape yg aku rse kat blog ney...</div><div style="text-align: center;">kan3??</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">kwn aku de psan, sesekali aku kene gak sound direct org tuh tapi..........</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku x smpai ati lak....mls nak bertekak...buang mse je...</div><div style="text-align: center;">nnt aku gak yg kene mngalah sbb aku nie ckp pun x byk...</div><div style="text-align: center;">nk melawan dorg?jauh panggang dr api...yg aku wat hnylah <span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: red;">DIAM</span></b></span>....<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: blue;">DIAM</span></b></span>....&<span style="color: magenta;"> </span><span style="font-size: large;"><b style="color: magenta;">DIAM</b>.</span>...</div><div style="text-align: center;">dgr je pe org nk kate...tp dlm ati dh maki hamun...lain org lain cara...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">it's ok! asalkan aku x kcu idup dorg...please mind ur own business...</div><div style="text-align: center;">suke ati akula nk wat ape pown...wat e2 x bg, wat ini x boley...ko igt ko 2 sape?nk direct2 org plak! huh! </div><div style="text-align: center;">tension aku...!!!</div>~missinglollipop~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03359248590524125854noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1578850637840323137.post-13931635491342993432010-10-25T12:35:00.000-07:002010-10-25T12:35:16.149-07:00~ ader aku kesah???~<div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">eeeeee.......</span></div><div style="text-align: center;">knp ko x fhm ek yg aku <span style="color: blue; font-size: x-large;">x suke</span> ko kcu aku????</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">for how many times i have 2 told u hah??</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">ko tau x ko 2 <span style="color: blue; font-size: x-large;">annoying</span><span style="font-size: x-large;"> </span>sgt2......</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">dh kene setempek brula ko sdar...hamek ko...pdn muke! ade aku kisah??</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">lantak ko la nk fkir aku nie ape...jnj aku taw pe yg aku wat...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: lime;">sila abaikan klu korg x suke bce...</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>~missinglollipop~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03359248590524125854noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1578850637840323137.post-54297364937241711872010-10-19T11:51:00.000-07:002010-10-19T11:51:23.383-07:00~ mEnCaRi DiRi sEnDiRi ~kdg2 aku pown xtau ape sbnrnye yg aku nk dlm idup aku...kdg2 aku sndri pown konfius...ati kata lain, mulut kata lain...kdg2 sje nk sakitkn ati sndri...sje suke2 nk cri pasal...aku x tension ngan diri aku tp aku kcian kat org lain sbb dorg yg tension dgn aku..ntahla..aku kene cari diri sndri...fhm diri sndri dlu pas2 bru aku blh fhm org lain...find my strength n hide my weaknesses..hope sgt aku dpt brubah jd some1 yg disenangi..hope so...insyallah...~missinglollipop~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03359248590524125854noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1578850637840323137.post-89457181584595561052009-07-19T11:55:00.000-07:002010-10-22T14:22:28.312-07:00remy...<div style="background-color: black; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">i'm lucky 2 have him as my bf..</span></div><div style="background-color: black; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">very understanding n open-minded..</span></div><div style="background-color: black; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">different from others..</span></div><div style="background-color: black; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">i've found my <span style="font-size: large;"><b style="background-color: black; color: lime;">'mr. right'</b></span>..hehe..</span></div><div style="background-color: black; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="background-color: black; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;">hopefully our relationship remains 4ever...amin...</span></div>~missinglollipop~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03359248590524125854noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1578850637840323137.post-87854630229994523262009-07-19T11:06:00.000-07:002009-07-19T11:15:50.285-07:00aku dalam dilemabab nie paling ssh aku nak wat decision..aku xtau nk pilih kos pe utk smbg degree..i have 2 options whether 2 choose BAS or BCA..God please help me..confuse sgt2..don't know which 1 is d best course 4 me...stil confusing until now...~missinglollipop~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03359248590524125854noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1578850637840323137.post-67820802539673555172009-05-22T23:10:00.000-07:002009-05-22T23:46:37.015-07:00dis is me<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLF4b3lE0bsgOgWrzXNjE5nDCYD42F1zffNGObmFaZrlefRVXD7HhbnbGOOmttxNnL20vfV8KrqO9HGBdxK4wYoxhEoYYDMNIGKY6ODr-1ow0FA2BZxKfqGk-kXB3fC31R9ozEiLO_pHI/s1600-h/PB270302.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLF4b3lE0bsgOgWrzXNjE5nDCYD42F1zffNGObmFaZrlefRVXD7HhbnbGOOmttxNnL20vfV8KrqO9HGBdxK4wYoxhEoYYDMNIGKY6ODr-1ow0FA2BZxKfqGk-kXB3fC31R9ozEiLO_pHI/s320/PB270302.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338901957113941602" /></a><br />hye all..1st time wat blog nie..<br />so,dis is me..i'm very simple person..i like 2 befriend with anyone in internet but not in reality..~missinglollipop~http://www.blogger.com/profile/03359248590524125854noreply@blogger.com0